Still tired, yawning at the gym.
Well, here we go. This post will be about my friends boyfriend and his doings.
We, me and Fredrik, had a drink down town, very nice and relaxed. Met Jonathan and his bf (the bf is the cheating one, Jonathan is a friend of mine) and they sat down at our table. We’re joking around having a good time but I just couldn’t look at Jonathan. I felt…fake and mean, I still haven’t told him. His bf went to the mens room and so did I, just to talk to him about the night at the pub. He closed his door and did what he had to do and I was standing outside waiting.
- Ey you, I know what you did that night, at the pub. You should tell Jonathan about it if you haven’t already.
- What do you mean? That night? The pub?
- I saw you and what you did. Don’t be stupid, you know what I mean.
- You’re fucking insane, Michel. What’s your problem? You falling in love with Jonathan, don’t you?
(This pissed me off and I was just waiting outside the door for him to get out. I knew it was coming)
He opens the door…
- You know what?! No matter if you were there or not, I won’t tell..
(I grab his shoulders and push him up the wall, he’s about my size and a little heavier than I thought)
- You won’t?! Sure about that? Cause you know what, if you don’t I have to. Jonathan is a friend of mine and he deserves to know he’s dating a cheating piece of shit. You tell him, tonight or I will…tomorrow. Get that?
(I’m starring at him, pressing his body against the tiles)
(He’s smiling and trying to lean forward to kiss me (I’m so mad right now writing this, he is such an asshole) I’m leaning backwards, a nice grip of his lower throat/chest with my left hand and with my right hand I’m …SMAACK!!… faceslapping him, a nice one on his left cheek. He’s speechless and that’s when I leave the mens room)
I went back to Fredrik och Jonathan, still sitting by the table and told Fredrik that I was leaving, now, right away. He left with me and I don’t know if the cheating piece of shit told Jonathan yesterday or not. I hope he did.
(I wanna make it clear that I’m not a violent person, not at all!! I don’t want you to think that. I didn’t hit him hard, just made sure he understood that I really ment it. I can’t stand cheating, the fact that he tried to kiss me to make me as guilty as he is, his attitude and the fact that he’s doing this to my friend behind his back is not fair)
I have to take a smoke, I’m so mad and frustrated right now!
Huggies and kisses
/Michel
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I don’t want to spoil your mood, but I have to say the most troublesome part is about to come.
He propably understood what you meant, but he’s not going to tell your friend about his perfidy. So… you should be prepared to do it yourself.
oh yes, i always smoked when i’m nervous.
Shit. I Don’t WANT to, it makes me so fucking nervous. You think I should tell Jonathan?
Loyalty would order you to tell him, but his reaction can be suprising (he can think you’re in love with his bf and want to spoil his relationship), so think about it once again.
If my bf cheated I would definitly want my friends to tell me…but at the same time I don’t want to ruin our friendship.
You’re right, I have to think twice.
That guy sounds like a total ass..